lodged in the system

no normal personality

one thousand year old fantasy

perceptual occlusion

fictional models

an analysis of my direction

varying the camera angle shots

condition of ignorance

radically redefined

no one knows

not even a where

victory irreal lurking

unsustained

itself as an experience

dismantling the inconstant brain

not native to this

since the disclosure

entering the narrative

my head aches

thinking back

inhaling

forget in the first place

transitional

a most acute analysis

a continuously rotating drum

layers of delusion pinkish

replacing the victim 2

having forgotten

lagging thousands of years behind

not beyond the planets

inside/outside 1

mutual perniciousness

outsight 1

satori

seeing and hearing 2

he no longer claimed his experience

plunging the universe

reality isn't problem-solving

a world that is spurious, delusional

a fully extracted stenographic message 1

other pieces

the most startling aspect

this secret literature

don't imagine

I was flooded with information

I was beginning to think

exhaustion

between the is and the is not

the prior landscape of my thinking

in an irreal world we live